"Whenever something bad is trying to pull you down, cut all those chains, just break free. Get away from the things or people that suck the happiness in you. Choose to be with people who lift you, and stays with you because you’re worth it."
Back to work!
It’s Monday. Vacation is finally over. I don’t know what I should be feeling right now. Should I be happy or sad? It’s been a month that I have been away from work because of an unexpected life’s misery (if that would be the term).
During my 1 month leave of absence (LOA), I’ve been with my family…my sister, my brother and my mom. It’s like I’ve been accustomed with my companionship with them. I’m happy being with them even if it means I’m not getting any salary. The feeling is really different when you are with your family. That’s why the thought that I’m going back to work on Thursday is making me feel sad. I really don’t have a choice. I still want to work for my mom. So that she could take advantage of her health card. I want to help our family especially now that my dad was gone.
Life really has to move on. As long as we are alive, there’s a chance. There’s an opportunity. And that is what I want to think right now. So…I welcome myself as I go back to work on Thursday!
(via henzelgapay)
Bakit nga ba may mga taong kala mo mabait, matulungin “daw” pero at the end nanunumbat naman?
Here are some ideas to help kick a rotten day to kingdom come…
- Do something good for someone else, even though you may not want to. Do a favour, help them find something, give them an item which will help them in some way. Start the flow of positive energy.
- Eat the best…
Here I am again. Ranting. A friend of mine back in college messaged me yesterday, asking if I want to apply in their company. It was an IT position, an IT job. But I declined. I became coward. I really don’t know. I felt that I don’t have the knowledge and skill anymore to be an IT professional after six years of being a call center agent. But I knew I’ve let another opportunity to passed just like that. Too bad for me. I wanted a new work but I’m afraid to try. What am I supposed to do? I don’t know if I could land another job again if I’m like this. Help me Lord. Please. I really need your guidance right now.
It’s our first day of new shift - 10:50pm. And I wasn’t able to sleep. :( Well, I hope everything will turn out good later.
I’ve been in the state of stress for the past weeks now. I’m struggling with this problem in the mind that I couldn’t really think right. It’s like my mind is fully occupied. A heavy feeling inside my head. Sometimes, I thought it would just burst and make me psychologically ill. Well, I hope not.
This is the reality of life. I’m now facing one stage of my life that I could consider as a struggle. It’s hard to decide. I must think of all the pros and cons before I could come up with a the best or the right decision.
I really wanted to resign in my current job because I could see that I’m not improving and growing. It’s been almost six years but still, nothing had changed in me. And I’m not getting any younger that’s why I wanted to try other things. I wanted to grow, to improve. I wanted to be productive. But I think my experience in work is one of the hindrances that fails me from getting a new job. Aside from the fact that my work right now is the only skill I have, I’m not that confident enough to go through the interviews again.
I’m still hoping.
And so it’s near. Yes, I have already decided. Well at least 85%. Let’s just wait and see. Hopefully, I would be free but I do wish that another great opportunity would come my way before that happens. I’m keeping my fingers crossed. I need to do it. Keep the faith.
Life’s been hard at work recently. There were some agents from our account that were transferred to another account which we don’t like. Actually, there were two accounts where we could be transferred, but we don’t have a choice. Luckily, if you’ll be transferred to the “better account”. But the question is, who knows? The situation nowadays is really embarrassing. It’s like “matira, matibay”. Just as they were transferring agents, the company had also dismissed six team leaders, declaring redundancy. The team leaders were paid of course but still, it’s demoralizing! They didn’t know how they were selected to be “redundant”. Was it because of their performance or was it because of their long time within the company? I think most of them were really pioneers of the company, 8 or 9 years of service rendered.And so many TLs were gone, few teams were left. So again, they have to dissolve teams. Our Team leader was included to those who were “redundant”. Our team ranking wasn’t that good at the moment. So, we’re one of the dissolved teams. I really hate this thing! I really don’t like what’s happening. I’m thinking of leaving the company as well. Seems there is no reason for me to stay anymore. I’ll just loose my senses and I don’t want that to happen. Lord please help me.
